I know I will feel this tomorrow but I can’t sleep for the life of me.

My won’t head shut up. For some reason I’m stricken with anxiety. I just want a good night sleep.

Not only does Finn have a doctor’s appointment including shots, my roomies nieces and nephew will be here and I work tomorrow night so that probably means no nap




hell yeah!


Spot on

Three nights in a row I’ve had night headaches. Three nights! Why?! And my phone has been on the fritz. I don’t have a couple hundred to throw at a phone. Nor do I want!

I’m also hot and sweaty because my Lil human decided to sleep on me. Woe is me. :-/








I have never thought about it in this context

that’s actually really, really creepy.

I… fuck.

Yeah, basically.

I once pointed this out to my mother and she just stared at me, in stunned silence for ages. 

There will always be a girl who is less sober, less secure, with less friends walking in a darker part of town. I want her safe just as much as I want me safe.

(Source: bigfatphallusy)



To the Boys Who May One Day Date My Daughter - Video

I was prepared to roll my eyes but that was fantastic.



Motherhood. Is. Never. Easy.


Motherhood. Is. Never. Easy.

When do babies start having nightmares? Twice tonight he has woken up crying like he’s scared.

This post will be bullet points since it is just randomness. :-)

  • Saturday I am running( probably mostly walking) the color run.
  • A biological sister shared a pic of my son on FB saying how she can’t wait to meet him. Ugh. I haven’t decided if I want to meet her. I never knew my biological mother or her side of the family.
  • My little human is loving solid food when he gets it. For us its kind of like a snack than a meal. I had friend ask why wasn’t I given him more food. Um because all he needs is my boob. Also what am I going to do when he’s one. More than likely he will mostly be eating table food but if hasn’t weaned himself off yet we’ll continue.
  • Baby is such a snuggler. He won’t stay asleep for long if he doesn’t feel some one close to him or if he opens his eyes and sees no one. He’ll promptly cry until you cuddle him.
  • Today he found more of his longs and just happy screamed for no reason.
  • Today I realized how much more patience I have than I used to when my bff/roommate nephew and nieces were over for the day. Her not so much. I don’t get as worked up anymore. Hopefully it stays the same when Finn reaches toddlerhood.
  • Ready for a new job.
  • Ready for a house and more babies. Only 2 more :-)



Truly an amazing story: How one mum breastfed her baby born without a nose : 


This is amazing